Buena Mano

I decided to create a new blog. This time, no holds barred. I don't even intend friends to know this. Just me and P and perhaps some occasional welcome stranger :) My current blog that's also linked to my Multiply account is so public already--in the sense that most people who know me read it, even relatives abroad, and gasp, even my students! I can't be myself in my own blog and that sucks big time, man! (See the language there? Parang hindi ako teacher, tsk tsk)

Today is Mommy's birthday lunch but P and I had to leave Malong early because of his DW work. We also got news that Vicky has already passed away...I don't really know her and I've only met her once during the UPOU orientation but her passing affects me...The sadness is almost unbearable. I can just imagine the grief of her husband Mario and their children...I pray for peace for Vicky's soul and strength for her family.

I have been feeling different lately. I am still looking for the right word. Last Thursday after the faculty meeting, I told Cherryball I felt confused. So many things in my mind.

But now, it's not just consfusion. I don't know, I don't know.

Anyway, I want this blog to be really me in every way. So, as an opening salvo, ahahaha, here's one of the ultimate Lulu songs ever:

I'll Cover You
from Rent

Live in my house
I'll be your shelter
Just pay me back
With one thousand kisses
Be my lover - I'll cover you

Open your door
I'll be your tenant
Don't got much baggage
To lay at your feet
But sweet kisses I've got to spare
I'll be there - I'll cover you

I think they meant it
When they said you can't buy love
Now I know you can rent it
A new lease you are, my love,On life - be my life

Just slip me onI'll be your tenant
Wherever - whatever - I'll be your coat

You'll be my king
And I'll be your castle

No you'll be my queen
And I'll be your moat

I think they meant it
When they said you can't buy love
Now I know you can rent it
A new lease you are, my love,On life - all my life

I've longed to discover
Something as true as this is

So with a thousand sweet kisses
If you're cold I'll cover you
And you're lonely
With a thousand sweet kisses
I'll cover you

You've got one nickel only
With a thousand sweet kisses
I'll cover you
When you're wornout and tired
With a thousand sweet kisses
I'll cover you
When your heart hasexpired
Oh lover I'll cover you
Oh lover I'll cover you

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Got to work now. It's Monday tomorrow, which means another crazy day in school for me.